C'est la vie, pas la paradie

Just shed some bitter tears that was caused by PMS and stress of in searching of new flat and time pressure! Had a phone call from my mum which was the trigger of the tear rain! It's been so long I didn't cry like this, even in some extreme sad situation, I could not even cry like this, but this time I cannot hold it any more!i don't wanna complain my life, and always told myself that my life is already much better than a lot of people, I should not be so shallow! Living alone since when I was 16, it's my choice, even there's so much pressure and shitty things, I have to face it all alone cus I made the choice to bring me into the situation today!